Doug’s current CD of choice is by Jason Mraz and I totally love the song Mr. Curiosity… It has the most wonderful line in it that just hits me like a ton of bricks everytime I hear it… It has to do with the fact that the singer’s voice just sounds so pure and vulnerable plus the words are just heart-wrenching… My favorite refrain goes like this:

I’m looking for love this time,
Sounding hopeful, but it’s making me cry
(trying not to ask why)

It’s funny, but I think the reason that I am feeling so connected to that song is because I told Doug that I think I could be falling in love with someone… Isn’t that funny? It’s ridiculous in my mind, but then I probe at it a little more and I realize that it’s different than my usual “I wanna pounce that person” feeling… It’s a comfortable, easy feeling whereas the lust infatuations that I go through are an almost frantic feeling where I freak out if I don’t see/talk to/communicate with the person… In this case, it feels more like what I feel for Doug… It’s weird…

Anyhoo, I just thought I’d share a little bit of what’s been distracting me lately…

PS – It’s not Mr. George :P

8 Responses to “I’m looking for love this time”
  1. Lil says:

    Enquiring minds want to know… *wink* How very interesting! One of the Sony crew, perhaps?

  2. Mari says:

    Heh! Actually, it’s not anyone from the mall… Though I find a couple of the guys I work with REALLY interesting, I realized that they are way too young… Alas!

    One of the guys that I work with is actually an SCAdian and is acquaintances with several people that I know already… it’s kind of creepy how much we have in commmon… too bad he’s 13 years younger than me *laugh*

  3. GreyDuck says:

    Awwww, how kee-yute! *chuckles*

    (Here’s hoping it goes well!)

  4. Mari says:

    *beats GD soundly about the head and neck*

    :)

  5. Jerry Ann says:

    Alright then… you’ve said who it isn’t… who is it?

  6. Lil says:

    Hey, don’t let age deter you! I can attest to the fact that younger men are oodles of fun. *evil grin*

  7. George says:

    I’m not sure whether I should be dysphoric or euphoric reading your postscript!

  8. Mari says:

    Lil: But he falls outside of the decade rule! Surely that is a no-no!

    Jerry: I can’t say — it wouldn’t be fair

    Mr. George: How about a ittle of both? *grin* It’s not impossible to imagine dating you, you know :)

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